belle's in your head!

duh

2009-01-19T01:10:00.001-08:00

your boobs got bigger by the way

youtube stuff

2008-11-03T13:05:00.000-08:00

a few things i found on youtube today...

an old commercial

a creepy cartoon. the info said it was originally a kids cartoon that got banned from t.v.

a Betty Boop episode that i used to watch when i was a little girl. it said this one was banned also, for drug use...

well

2008-10-10T12:51:00.000-07:00

my photos got erased and i don't feel like uploading them again. soooo, i'm just going to put back some of my favorites...

andy - i'm telling you, he can be really funny sometimes.

and 2bad. what else do you need?

Free Sis!

2008-09-13T14:30:00.000-07:00

David Browne & Rick's art show
and Colt45

Sunset Junction

.....

Happy B-day Jayme Free!!!!

2008-09-11T15:59:00.000-07:00

Last year

HAPPY B DAY JAYME...WE LOVE YOU!

....

REMEMBER???

2008-09-02T19:57:00.000-07:00

last year. a good day.

.
me, andy and ronnie meet t-bone, cameron and nick-do at the snake pit for happy hour

boys will be boys

then we all drove over to robertson for the we party

meet up with hayley there

they were serving wine in shot glasses

so funny

dominique and jayme showed up

then we all went over to timmy and jesis house

scottie

always smoochin

till this day

jesi finally got home after a shoot. the first time i ever met her, i was in the middle of tattooing timmy in the middle of her living room!

tattoo flix andy took

timmy let me tattoo him after a lot of drinks

it was hilarious

i think he put the mask on because i was drilling him so bad
poor t-bone

one hand-fuck you and the other-peace
awesome!

what a trooper

best day of my life
so far

probably about ready for a touch up...you down t-bone?

studs

ready for another year...

DaddyYo!

2008-08-17T22:02:00.000-07:00

so my dad's a drummer and for a long time i always wondered who his favorite drummer is? i always knew one of his favorite musicians was Bill Evans and he always had a great appreciation for Eric Clapton but, i never knew who really inspired him as a drummer. a few weeks ago i stayed at my dads house and he asked me if i wanted to watch a dvd of his, witch was already in the dvd player, i said "sure" the dvd was Eric Clapton playing in London with a drummer who was Steve Gadd. i asked my dad, "is this your favorite drummer?" he said something like, "yea at this time. watch him he rips!" i watched it. so good. thanx dad luv u.

this is the video it's Eric Clapton live in Hyde Park in 96. Eric Clapton is amazing. my favorite part of the video.

STEVE GADD

BILL EVANS

80's

2008-08-13T17:51:00.000-07:00

Farmer's Day

2008-08-06T22:12:00.000-07:00

dog park

2008-08-05T21:48:00.000-07:00

is this the dog from the Labyrinth?

Raging...

2008-08-02T20:15:00.000-07:00

Waters that is...for my Big Sis!

9:30 am...

gave my sis the camera...

she started taking pictures of feet

she asked this lady if she could take a picture of her feet, she said, "no. but, you can take a picture of my baby's feet."
nice.

then she moved on...

to crotches.

this is the ride that ended the day good....
i ended up in the park e.r. and my sis ended up in hand cuffs.

it was a great day.

.

& PEG

2008-07-29T22:00:00.000-07:00

MRA Show

2008-07-27T17:14:00.000-07:00

HApPy B*dAy SIsSy!!!!

2008-07-26T09:30:00.000-07:00

July 25th...

and today RAGING WATERS!
......

THE ART SHOW!

2008-07-25T18:40:00.001-07:00

Colby and stuff

2008-07-24T17:06:00.000-07:00

homework funny

2008-07-24T10:54:00.000-07:00

last couple of days...

2008-07-18T15:10:00.000-07:00

a funny night a the Cha.

Then movie mode to see The Dark Knight!
went there to find out the movie wasn't showing till the next day!
fought with the manager of the theater for a lil bit to try to get free tickets,
didn't work. so, then we went to the Cheesecake Factory....

back to Cha after dinner for Brents b-day

Happy Birthday Brent!

Then the next day try to get back into movie mode with a few drinks to finally see the movie.
it was late starting so i went to go ask what was going on...
just happen to run into the same manager as the night before!
ended up getting 5 free movie passes. haha

at the end of the movie i got up before everyone else to try to run to the restroom...
ran down the stairs drunk thinking there was one more step then there was....
ate shit pretty much in front of the whole theater. it was awesome! but my rug burned knees really hurt.

.............

R. good times.

2008-07-15T03:04:00.000-07:00

a little note this is Kevin he has the dopest card ever! below...

good 1. AND GOOD LUCK TO MY LIL SIS UP IN SAN FRAN @ AMERICAN IDOL TRYOUTS!

...............

Great SAT.

2008-07-13T15:58:00.000-07:00

Berd bbq...1 year anniversary!

me and hayley helped clean up...

awesomeness!

your face is red i'm not kidding. your face is red.

Maxs birthday! 7/12/08

we walked over to Echo Park Lotus Festival to see fire works.

great shoes!

then Echo Park store block party on Echo Park blvd.

then the cops came...

they said they had a problem with us people drinking on the streets.

they were surprisingly nice though!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAX!!!!!!!!!

.............

got some old rolls developed!

2008-07-11T03:01:00.001-07:00

building up the courage inside me to ask
a question that i already knew the answer to
wanted to hear the poison to be sickened
love not the way i do
maybe the breaker of mine
many worse deeper scares i have
but you tear my insides apart
without even trying
and with n0 remorse
so that makes you
just as fucked up as me
blindfolding making beauty unable to be seen
intentional i do question
meaningless ones always there
not the one
love the way
if only you could
could not be imagined
anything i can be
everything but what i am
giving not ever to receive
clenching my own neck
as i wish you would
but a choking pain that is induced by attempts to swallow
can it be that me
hatred of darkness knowing love will win
that with one
hatred of love accepting darkness within

...............

be as right as rain?

2008-07-10T23:56:00.000-07:00

It rained yesterday while I was driving around wasting gas in the city of Los Angeles...weird.

And now i'm gonna watch Dick Tracy...

...

2008-07-08T14:05:00.001-07:00

love clowns

2008-07-07T15:21:00.001-07:00

Down to Earth cool girls!

2008-07-06T16:06:00.000-07:00

so, the 4th started early. went over to Hayley's house at 10:30am surprised her cause i was on time so, i hung out a bit while she got ready and watched Quintin walk around graciously in GreyAnt stilettos. could already tell it was gonna be an interesting day.

it felt like it took us forever getting supplies and everything...beer, drinks, food, balloons, ext. then finally we began to get the party started!

Evil balloon man!

we tried so hard to eat the fruit. Max said the tangerines felt like worms going down her throat so, then she decided to eat a piece of pineapple. a few minutes later she said, "oh shit! i just remembered i'm allergic to pineapple. it makes my throat all itchy." while popping the rest of the bit in her mouth.?

love this tree.

at the time this was really funny...we were Edward Paint Hands.

"do you think i"m retarded? i"m not a little kid!"

Max was not liking the dirtiness.

Hayley and i were trying to figure out how to draw the world...

yea.

Evil Andy.

veggie burger Ronni made.

Max- turkey burger knee.

Ronni was torturing a bee.

Andy was tormenting me.

he said he was documenting.

yea he got his!

the toy and the bees...

suicide.

i couldn't figure out if this was my eyeball...it's my lil sis.

this is mine.

green...the only real color.

still high.

the aftermath.

i wonder how everyone else's trip was?...

...........

busy!

2008-07-03T19:24:00.000-07:00

another day in L.A.

2008-06-26T18:38:00.000-07:00

this fuckin city! Being a child, it must be lovely not having any responsibilities, no bills no job no relationships just fairy tales and crushes. it's funny how you never actually know what you are and what you have until it's over and gone. maybe sometimes that's what it takes, to go. to think. what you let go. to regret. to miss so badly even what you thought hated. it's not hate it's just an unrecognizable feeling that scares.

........

K-PACK

2008-06-22T16:29:00.000-07:00

life is beautiful?

2008-06-19T21:08:00.000-07:00

on a mission to see Life is Beautiful art show...

after a drink and a smoke...we decided to wait in the 3 block long line.

every 5 minutes Seth kept saying "TIME?" and laughed but was so serious. it was funny.

Hayley made a plan to wait for a half hour to see if we made around the first block...

we gave up.

then Cha for free drinks and dykes...what kinda book release was that??? who cares free drinks!

some are crying
some are lost
his is blue
hers is bleeding
yours is grey
mine is black.
your eyes are the window to your soul.

..............

THE END OF TOOTOO

2008-06-18T14:40:00.000-07:00

DADDY-O

BY HIS OWN AUNTIE!

,

red

2008-06-17T14:35:00.000-07:00

holding you close to my face
deeply breathing your air
gentle touch on my lips
a dryness that moistens
pooling my tongue
craving your bitter sweet taste
slow and smooth on your way down
internally caressing my soul
covering my eyes
to see beauty awaiting
reels of oppression
alleviated with your truth
judgement nonexistent
i can be with out thought
always. regardless
for me you are there
for you i desire
my one true love
dry bitter and sweet

.................................

back jack

2008-06-16T15:23:00.000-07:00

the drive sucked alone...hey, anybody got a hook up on car t.v.s? i need one.

stank ass cows!
sad and nasty.

the little towns scare me a little. i'd rather be in the ghetto.

the mission.

little tiny room...@ the triton.

but they did have negligees for sale in the closet!

thursday night.

aliens are every where.

heather is a cool cat.

and you know this

2008-06-13T18:50:00.000-07:00

i'M IN SAN FRANCISCO AND YOUR NOT!

city life

2008-06-11T04:21:00.000-07:00

a normal life
i imagine would be a bore
but who knows?
an early age
innocence pricked
melted away along the way
corrupt generations
evilly blessed
by cheat and deceit.
where is my god?
comprehension of right nonexistent
analyzing but never thinking
makes numbing so easy.
hard to find sleep with clenched fist
normal person
veiled eyes.
manipulation at the end.
a beautiful conversational dream
retreat
moments entertained by us.
attempt of running paralyzed.
show me how.
before i give in
and allow this city destroy me.

battling

2008-06-10T17:47:00.000-07:00

WATER DOGS!

2008-06-07T20:08:00.000-07:00

beautiful day

2008-06-06T10:56:00.000-07:00

my sister and i were talkin the other day and the topic of murder came up. she said, "i can relate to a murderer though." i replied "yea, well i guess, like in the heat of passion i could understand something like that." she said, "yea but, i can relate to like, serial killers and stuff...is that weird?" i asked, "what do mean?" she answered, "like, i can see how someone could get pleasure out of torturing and killing someone for a certain reason. do you think i'm fucked up in the head?" i answered, "yea, i think you're a little twisted...but, we already knew that. so fuck it!"

love movies, good movies.

2008-06-05T16:04:00.000-07:00

finding time

2008-06-05T02:18:00.000-07:00

E.T. in wonderland.

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1. invidious of darkness.

2. just noticed you now.

3. envious of you.

4. wondering if i could be you?

5. close my eyes

6. hold time to my lips

7. and listen very carefully

8. makes the night easy

9.for once.

i will be darkness.

if you i am?

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beat box girl 8 years - my humps beatbox

2008-06-04T18:17:00.001-07:00

enery night ends early.

2008-06-03T21:55:00.000-07:00

"i will bone you"

Oldies but Goodies!

2008-06-02T17:13:00.000-07:00

nutz ta butz

2008-06-01T15:48:00.000-07:00

"do you see what i keep grabbing for?"......."the sun."

"a 32 then a 40 then two 24s."

Cars That Go Boom

2008-05-29T15:21:00.001-07:00

the shit!

as the days fly bye...

2008-05-29T13:07:00.000-07:00

livin La Puente.

walkin down an alley way
a man stopped me.
"you know there's no way out...they locked it up,
there's nothing down there..."
he shouted at me.
"oh, i was just goin for a walk,
thank you."
i replied.
"oh, ah ok i just wanted you to know."
he said, with a concerned/guilty look.
so, i kept walking
because now i felt it would of been weird
if i would of just turned around
when he said.
also, i was alone so i wanted him to think
i was familiar with the area.
which i was not.
cautiously continuing
i notice ahead a gate with spikes at the top
which was the
dead end of the alley way
and behind the bars
was an auto body shop...
chop choppin away!

yea, i wish...

Bette La ChaBelle!

fightin 7pm traffic back inta L.A...?

had ta stop and get an ice cream...

Scoops has vegan ice cream!

i got banana peanut butter & hazelnut...yum

the other day...

took Toobad and his cousin Peggy

for a walk around Silverlake.

doggy doo overflow...ew!

"for inspiration"

ELVIS!...of course

Yesterday

2008-05-28T12:44:00.000-07:00

THANK YOU GEORGE W. BUSH...I HAVE BEEN STIMULATED!!!!!!!!

Grammy

old photo of my Grandmother and her Sis Bette.

my mom showed me some old stuff i had wrote...
one, a letter to her asking for a pet iguana...
two, a poem i wrote when i was 7 when my great Grandpa passed away...

Trainee Cops have nothing better to do out in Westlake!

Crazy Sis...funny thing is...

she will still attempt ta stomp ya out in a
Nike Cortez and a Pink Slipper!

she is fucking comedy!

when me and Toobad are bored...we like to have staring contest.

before 12

2008-05-26T11:03:00.000-07:00

i like to take flix of shoes that i like.
decided, if i ever go out again...?
i'm just gonna take pictures of shoes
no drinking
no smoking
no drugs
just shoes

the best car wash in all of Highland Parkay!

neighborhood art.

*-* = ok i'm ready.

•_• = uh i think you should lose the hat!

*-* = what!? the hat? if i lose the hat...then i'll be normal.

•_• = what's wrong with normal?

*-* = Normal...?...i'd kill myself if i was normal.

Friday...again

2008-05-23T14:44:00.000-07:00

Gas prices jumped about 10 cents today...hurray!hallelujah!

on a lighter note...22nd annual UCLA Jazz & Reggae Festival this weekend!
probably won't go...but, indeed it is a good one...

also, congrats to our L.A. Berd Man! ! !

2008-05-22T16:07:00.000-07:00

Puppy clones? Going once, going twice ...

Biotech firm offers to reproduce dogs for 5 highest bidders

SAN FRANCISCO - A Northern California biotech company announced Wednesday that it will clone dogs for the five highest bidders in a series of online auctions. Some ethicists condemned the offer, fearing it could lead to human clones.

Opening bids start at $100,000 for the service being offered by Mill Valley-based BioArts International. The cloning process is to be performed by a South Korean scientist who suffered international disgrace after being found to have faked research.

BioArts chief executive Lou Hawthorne formerly ran Genetic Savings & Clone, which offered to clone pet cats for $50,000 but folded in 2006 because few were willing to pay so much.

TOOBAD FOREVERRRRR!!!haha

good ones!

2008-05-19T22:33:00.000-07:00

poloroids.

2008-05-18T12:53:00.000-07:00

some of my favs...

Eagle Rock

2008-05-17T15:51:00.000-07:00

yea

2008-05-17T03:01:00.000-07:00

L.A. back inda day

2008-05-13T19:17:00.000-07:00